After my son's ascension I read many books and joined groups. Not one offered me ways to cope, traverse, and emerge from the dark abyss of my grief with a desire to live for my son and myself. Not one offered me the realization I had also died to the person I was, never to be again and how to be reborn. My Memoir, Living-Death to Honored-Life, offers parents of ascended children a way to cope with the grief that will remain within the deepest recesses of their hearts for the rest of their lives and emerge honouring the life of their child through their own life. Utilizing the four seasons as transitional phases of one's journey is a healing modality to the essence of self within each season in every experience and moment. The seasons become the windows by which one witnesses their own emergence from a living-death to a life honouring the legacy of their child. The seasons are an existentially transpersonal pathway by which one learns how to experience and embody the knowledge learned for a more empowering, enriching life. The empowerment becomes the pathway back home, to the heart as the seat of the Soul. The pathway to a love between a parent and their ascended child as a sacred, living embodiment that transcends death to life, again and again.