This has been the hardest story I've ever written. My memories are filled with many choices. Who should I chose? What events should I select? I've been lucky. Most of my life has surrounded me with good people who've given me: laughter, happiness, stories to tell, forgiveness for my failures, love, and then gave me Jackie who filled it all with life. No one I've known has had more fun living than I've had. Heaven can't beat it. Could it be that this is heaven for some, hell for the rest? -George Spain